My Dear,
Monday, 13 May 2013
Met New Freind
July 2012
You're next to me, conversation in the car, recalled memories of the school year became our first topic, I complained by silly things, you laugh, impressed with my attitude, and I try to hide my embarrassment by talking non-stop until you don't know how to stop me. I think, you are not comfortable with me, but it doesn't matter. I am very thankful to you because responsible for myself.
Day by day, without realizing it we become so close. - a little bit we began to know about each other. you treated me so well, from there I already know that you like me without you admit it. Hahah as you know, at first, I never know who you are. and I don't think you will seek to show yourself by ask for my phone number. time tu Ikha dah mengelabah dah, shacking bagai lah. Hee I don't know what should I do, I just said "if you sincerely want to be friends with me, you wouldn't be ridiculed my beliefs towards you" then after I gave you my phone number, I feel more better. take a deep breath, Fuhhh lega. because youre far away from me. but my heartbeat beating so fast because there's a message from you. your name appear on my phone screen :O after a few minutes I gave my phone number to you. Wow lajunya ~ Ahaha
You started like when you saw me in bio class, rite. Haha orang sibuk focus belajar, you boleh bantai fall in love eh. Wahhh
Honestly, before I know the boy who I always praised him, it was you. I like you first before you do like me. Hee but I just keep on my mind, I wanna be your friends, if you allow it. When I was awkward and confusing what step to approach you, you've come first and start the move as a man to attract me. Gosh speechless beb. Hee
One night, you told me that your parents already know who I am. at first you dad, ‘perli’ you in the car because he smells like the smell of a girl, when he sat down in the places that I ever sit when you are driving. Err makan dalam do. then your mom too, she look at my picture? What? Heart attack -.- Okay, Ahh! :O on that moment, I froze and ashamed because I was afraid if your parents think I am using you for my advantage. Yela, kita kan dah menumpang kereta dia kan. Hm I apologize, sincerely deep inside my heart, I didn't mean to use you. Oh once again, you make me blushing after you show my pictures to your mother. You told me that you mom smiled at you eh after usha my picture. Huu Huu I’m so lucky because your mom like me, Err betul ke? Ok whatever. kalau tak, comfirm dia dah campak telefon tu jauh jauh kan. I think so lah. Hee
The songs, take my heart. I hope you would like it, I actually have no intention of sharing that song with you because I don’t know what kind of song that you like to hear, the song may not attract you. yea, I know, the song was too slow and it is a song to make a child go to sleep. Err but whatever it is I just want to share with you what things I like to do, what songs I like to hear and which place I would like to go. Hee
Then, climax of our story is when I lost my bottle, Ha! I feel so useless, stupid, shit, bad luck, and worse. I complained to my father, but he didn't give me a respond, so I wanted to share with you, yea. you treated me so well, you support me, bring me a spirit, you tell me that you'll find a new bottle for me, but I started to show my bad attitude, Err -. who likes to complain and stubborn but you still treated me so well. Sometimes I wonder why you're so good to me, or just at the beginning of our introduction, you're being nice, but when you already know me, know who I'am, perhaps you would be angry with me like other persons who annoyed with my attitude. Did you'll included in the category of people who will hate me in the end? my guess is wrong, even though you are pretty tired treat my bad attitude but you're still beside me. I am touched. Thank you.
Now, I already started to miss you. could you win my heart? Hee but that only possibility.
truly from me.
You're next to me, conversation in the car, recalled memories of the school year became our first topic, I complained by silly things, you laugh, impressed with my attitude, and I try to hide my embarrassment by talking non-stop until you don't know how to stop me. I think, you are not comfortable with me, but it doesn't matter. I am very thankful to you because responsible for myself.
Day by day, without realizing it we become so close. - a little bit we began to know about each other. you treated me so well, from there I already know that you like me without you admit it. Hahah as you know, at first, I never know who you are. and I don't think you will seek to show yourself by ask for my phone number. time tu Ikha dah mengelabah dah, shacking bagai lah. Hee I don't know what should I do, I just said "if you sincerely want to be friends with me, you wouldn't be ridiculed my beliefs towards you" then after I gave you my phone number, I feel more better. take a deep breath, Fuhhh lega. because youre far away from me. but my heartbeat beating so fast because there's a message from you. your name appear on my phone screen :O after a few minutes I gave my phone number to you. Wow lajunya ~ Ahaha
You started like when you saw me in bio class, rite. Haha orang sibuk focus belajar, you boleh bantai fall in love eh. Wahhh
Honestly, before I know the boy who I always praised him, it was you. I like you first before you do like me. Hee but I just keep on my mind, I wanna be your friends, if you allow it. When I was awkward and confusing what step to approach you, you've come first and start the move as a man to attract me. Gosh speechless beb. Hee
One night, you told me that your parents already know who I am. at first you dad, ‘perli’ you in the car because he smells like the smell of a girl, when he sat down in the places that I ever sit when you are driving. Err makan dalam do. then your mom too, she look at my picture? What? Heart attack -.- Okay, Ahh! :O on that moment, I froze and ashamed because I was afraid if your parents think I am using you for my advantage. Yela, kita kan dah menumpang kereta dia kan. Hm I apologize, sincerely deep inside my heart, I didn't mean to use you. Oh once again, you make me blushing after you show my pictures to your mother. You told me that you mom smiled at you eh after usha my picture. Huu Huu I’m so lucky because your mom like me, Err betul ke? Ok whatever. kalau tak, comfirm dia dah campak telefon tu jauh jauh kan. I think so lah. Hee
The songs, take my heart. I hope you would like it, I actually have no intention of sharing that song with you because I don’t know what kind of song that you like to hear, the song may not attract you. yea, I know, the song was too slow and it is a song to make a child go to sleep. Err but whatever it is I just want to share with you what things I like to do, what songs I like to hear and which place I would like to go. Hee
Then, climax of our story is when I lost my bottle, Ha! I feel so useless, stupid, shit, bad luck, and worse. I complained to my father, but he didn't give me a respond, so I wanted to share with you, yea. you treated me so well, you support me, bring me a spirit, you tell me that you'll find a new bottle for me, but I started to show my bad attitude, Err -. who likes to complain and stubborn but you still treated me so well. Sometimes I wonder why you're so good to me, or just at the beginning of our introduction, you're being nice, but when you already know me, know who I'am, perhaps you would be angry with me like other persons who annoyed with my attitude. Did you'll included in the category of people who will hate me in the end? my guess is wrong, even though you are pretty tired treat my bad attitude but you're still beside me. I am touched. Thank you.
Now, I already started to miss you. could you win my heart? Hee but that only possibility.
~
Assalamualaikum, Amar Afnan bin Nizam
Thank you because you want to be my friends.
I want to be your best friends, who listen to what you don't say.
"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend."
❤
Sunday, 22 July 2012
Honestly
This just the beginning.
truly from me.
Even though we been as a friends at a long time, that doesn't mean you already know me fully.
how about us just knew in a few weeks ago, of course we face many challenges for us to be together for a long time.
Alhmdulillah with all the praise that you gave to me. I hope you say it with intent, impressed with the greatness that Allah has given.
Realize it or not, not everyone in this world are good people.
Seems like what do you know me,
I am one who likes to complain, not mature, act like kids, can not solve my own problems, needs attention all the time, gedik and whatsoever.
You too, garang and strict and sometimes you're difficult to make a joke with you.
And I'm too afraid if what I will be say could make you moody. Ugh! time tu mesti conversation kita jadi teruk. 'Because of me'
And I'm too afraid if what I will be say could make you moody. Ugh! time tu mesti conversation kita jadi teruk. 'Because of me'
But I do like it, when you be as 'penceramah bebas' Hahaha * Uwarghh ngantuk - -
You stepped as a man. I admire that.
You can think properly while youre distracted by my thoughts. Hee I know, selalu sangat menganggu. Err
Now
People changed without realizing it.
I admit, I am not quite enough know who you are.
You also need love and attention.
Last night, I didn't know why you changed attitude.
Do you changed because of me?
Hm
Believe me,
Youre the stronger.
Youre tough.
Youre able to solve your own problems.
You know what step you should take.
You know who you are.
Dont ever cheat to yourself.
Should I ?
Should I reply to messages your text,
Should I call you again,
Should I to appear in your life,
Should I appeal to talk with you,
Should I to complain all the things to you,
Should I ask for help from you,
Should I be your friend,
Should I worried about your condition,
Should I find you when you are in class,
Should I laughing with you,
Should I think about the future with you,
Should I dream to do something with you,
Should I share something funny with you,
Do I really need?
Do you?
As A Best Friend
If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh
yeah Yeah
If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song
beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will
remind you
Ohh
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
You'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh
Yeah Yeah
You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye
You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
You'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
Wooooh, Wooooh
you can count on me cos' I can count on you
~
I was sitting here thinking of the words I want to say,
but they just wouldn't come out.
There's no way to thank you
for everything you do
for always being nice to me,
staying by my side and
for helping fix my problems
for accepting my thoughts and feelings
for never giving up on me
and being my best friend
for making me laugh
and letting me cry
and saying you'd miss me.
As long as we are living,
no matter when or where,
if you ever need me
just call and I'll be there
Saturday, 21 July 2012
Big Mistake
I thought I have given you a big smile after you read it, but I was wrong. I give you a worst night.
I don't know whether I should stand as your friend or as a someone who disappoint you.
I know the word 'sorry' that I provide aren't erase your pain against me.
Who you are for me? you are my friend. sokay, if you dont consider me as a friend.
what I want to say that I'm here for you.
Ramadhan Al Mubarak
Today, my first day of fasting for the year 2012.
Last night, Alhamdulillah. I were fulfill my first terawih prayers.
Ramadhan is a month of Allah,
Whose beginning is Mercy,
Whose middle is Forgiveness,
Whose end is Freedom from Fire.
Wish you a very happy Ramadhan Al Mubarak
Sadly, this year I fasting without bubur lambuk?
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