Honestly

This just the beginning.

Even though we been as a friends at a long time, that doesn't mean you already know me fully.

how about us just knew in a few weeks ago, of course we face many challenges for us to be together for a long time.

Alhmdulillah with all the praise that you gave to me. I hope you say it with intent, impressed with the greatness that Allah has given.

Realize it or not, not everyone in this world are good people.

Seems like what do you know me,

I am one who likes to complain, not mature, act like kids, can not solve my own problems, needs attention all the time, gedik and whatsoever.

You too, garang and strict and sometimes you're difficult to make a joke with you.
And I'm too afraid if what I will be say could make you moody. Ugh! time tu mesti conversation kita jadi teruk. 'Because of me'

But I do like it, when you be as 'penceramah bebas' Hahaha * Uwarghh ngantuk - -

You stepped as a man. I admire that. 

You can think properly while youre distracted by my thoughts. Hee I know, selalu sangat menganggu. Err 

Now

People changed without realizing it.

I admit, I am not quite enough know who you are.

You also need love and attention.

Last night, I didn't know why you changed attitude.

Do you changed because of me? 

Hm

Believe me,

Youre the stronger. 

Youre tough.

Youre able to solve your own problems.

You know what step you should take.

You know who you are.

Dont ever cheat to yourself.

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truly from me.

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Should I ?

Should I reply to messages your text,
Should I call you again,
Should I to appear in your life,
Should I appeal to talk with you,
Should I to complain all the things to you,
Should I ask for help from you,
Should I be your friend,
Should I worried about your condition,
Should I find you when you are in class,
Should I laughing with you,
Should I think about the future with you,
Should I dream to do something with you,
Should I share something funny with you,


Do I really need?
Do you?

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truly from me.

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As A Best Friend

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh
yeah Yeah

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song
beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will
remind you

Ohh
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
You'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh
Yeah Yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go
Never say goodbye

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
You'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

Wooooh, Wooooh
you can count on me cos' I can count on you

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I was sitting here thinking of the words I want to say,
but they just wouldn't come out.

There's no way to thank you
for everything you do
for always being nice to me,
staying by my side and
for helping fix my problems
for accepting my thoughts and feelings
for never giving up on me
and being my best friend
for making me laugh
and letting me cry
and saying you'd miss me.


As long as we are living,
no matter when or where,
if you ever need me
just call and I'll be there

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truly from me.

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Big Mistake

I thought I have given you a big smile after you read it, but I was wrong. I give you a worst night.
I don't know whether I should stand as your friend or as a someone who disappoint you.

I know the word 'sorry' that I provide aren't erase your pain against me.
Who you are for me? you are my friend. sokay, if you dont consider me as a friend.
what I want to say that I'm here for you.

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truly from me.

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Ramadhan Al Mubarak

Today, my first day of fasting for the year 2012.
Last night, Alhamdulillah. I were fulfill my first terawih prayers.

Ramadhan is a month of Allah,
Whose beginning is Mercy,
Whose middle is Forgiveness,
Whose end is Freedom from Fire.

Wish you a very happy Ramadhan Al Mubarak

Sadly, this year I fasting without bubur lambuk?

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truly from me.

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Tears In Heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you feel the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong and carry on
'Cause I know I don't belong here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven

Time can bring you down, time can bend your knees
Time can break your heart, have you begging please, begging please

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truly from me.

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