My Dear,
Monday, 13 May 2013
Met New Freind
July 2012
You're next to me, conversation in the car, recalled memories of the school year became our first topic, I complained by silly things, you laugh, impressed with my attitude, and I try to hide my embarrassment by talking non-stop until you don't know how to stop me. I think, you are not comfortable with me, but it doesn't matter. I am very thankful to you because responsible for myself.
Day by day, without realizing it we become so close. - a little bit we began to know about each other. you treated me so well, from there I already know that you like me without you admit it. Hahah as you know, at first, I never know who you are. and I don't think you will seek to show yourself by ask for my phone number. time tu Ikha dah mengelabah dah, shacking bagai lah. Hee I don't know what should I do, I just said "if you sincerely want to be friends with me, you wouldn't be ridiculed my beliefs towards you" then after I gave you my phone number, I feel more better. take a deep breath, Fuhhh lega. because youre far away from me. but my heartbeat beating so fast because there's a message from you. your name appear on my phone screen :O after a few minutes I gave my phone number to you. Wow lajunya ~ Ahaha
You started like when you saw me in bio class, rite. Haha orang sibuk focus belajar, you boleh bantai fall in love eh. Wahhh
Honestly, before I know the boy who I always praised him, it was you. I like you first before you do like me. Hee but I just keep on my mind, I wanna be your friends, if you allow it. When I was awkward and confusing what step to approach you, you've come first and start the move as a man to attract me. Gosh speechless beb. Hee
One night, you told me that your parents already know who I am. at first you dad, ‘perli’ you in the car because he smells like the smell of a girl, when he sat down in the places that I ever sit when you are driving. Err makan dalam do. then your mom too, she look at my picture? What? Heart attack -.- Okay, Ahh! :O on that moment, I froze and ashamed because I was afraid if your parents think I am using you for my advantage. Yela, kita kan dah menumpang kereta dia kan. Hm I apologize, sincerely deep inside my heart, I didn't mean to use you. Oh once again, you make me blushing after you show my pictures to your mother. You told me that you mom smiled at you eh after usha my picture. Huu Huu I’m so lucky because your mom like me, Err betul ke? Ok whatever. kalau tak, comfirm dia dah campak telefon tu jauh jauh kan. I think so lah. Hee
The songs, take my heart. I hope you would like it, I actually have no intention of sharing that song with you because I don’t know what kind of song that you like to hear, the song may not attract you. yea, I know, the song was too slow and it is a song to make a child go to sleep. Err but whatever it is I just want to share with you what things I like to do, what songs I like to hear and which place I would like to go. Hee
Then, climax of our story is when I lost my bottle, Ha! I feel so useless, stupid, shit, bad luck, and worse. I complained to my father, but he didn't give me a respond, so I wanted to share with you, yea. you treated me so well, you support me, bring me a spirit, you tell me that you'll find a new bottle for me, but I started to show my bad attitude, Err -. who likes to complain and stubborn but you still treated me so well. Sometimes I wonder why you're so good to me, or just at the beginning of our introduction, you're being nice, but when you already know me, know who I'am, perhaps you would be angry with me like other persons who annoyed with my attitude. Did you'll included in the category of people who will hate me in the end? my guess is wrong, even though you are pretty tired treat my bad attitude but you're still beside me. I am touched. Thank you.
Now, I already started to miss you. could you win my heart? Hee but that only possibility.
truly from me.
You're next to me, conversation in the car, recalled memories of the school year became our first topic, I complained by silly things, you laugh, impressed with my attitude, and I try to hide my embarrassment by talking non-stop until you don't know how to stop me. I think, you are not comfortable with me, but it doesn't matter. I am very thankful to you because responsible for myself.
Day by day, without realizing it we become so close. - a little bit we began to know about each other. you treated me so well, from there I already know that you like me without you admit it. Hahah as you know, at first, I never know who you are. and I don't think you will seek to show yourself by ask for my phone number. time tu Ikha dah mengelabah dah, shacking bagai lah. Hee I don't know what should I do, I just said "if you sincerely want to be friends with me, you wouldn't be ridiculed my beliefs towards you" then after I gave you my phone number, I feel more better. take a deep breath, Fuhhh lega. because youre far away from me. but my heartbeat beating so fast because there's a message from you. your name appear on my phone screen :O after a few minutes I gave my phone number to you. Wow lajunya ~ Ahaha
You started like when you saw me in bio class, rite. Haha orang sibuk focus belajar, you boleh bantai fall in love eh. Wahhh
Honestly, before I know the boy who I always praised him, it was you. I like you first before you do like me. Hee but I just keep on my mind, I wanna be your friends, if you allow it. When I was awkward and confusing what step to approach you, you've come first and start the move as a man to attract me. Gosh speechless beb. Hee
One night, you told me that your parents already know who I am. at first you dad, ‘perli’ you in the car because he smells like the smell of a girl, when he sat down in the places that I ever sit when you are driving. Err makan dalam do. then your mom too, she look at my picture? What? Heart attack -.- Okay, Ahh! :O on that moment, I froze and ashamed because I was afraid if your parents think I am using you for my advantage. Yela, kita kan dah menumpang kereta dia kan. Hm I apologize, sincerely deep inside my heart, I didn't mean to use you. Oh once again, you make me blushing after you show my pictures to your mother. You told me that you mom smiled at you eh after usha my picture. Huu Huu I’m so lucky because your mom like me, Err betul ke? Ok whatever. kalau tak, comfirm dia dah campak telefon tu jauh jauh kan. I think so lah. Hee
The songs, take my heart. I hope you would like it, I actually have no intention of sharing that song with you because I don’t know what kind of song that you like to hear, the song may not attract you. yea, I know, the song was too slow and it is a song to make a child go to sleep. Err but whatever it is I just want to share with you what things I like to do, what songs I like to hear and which place I would like to go. Hee
Then, climax of our story is when I lost my bottle, Ha! I feel so useless, stupid, shit, bad luck, and worse. I complained to my father, but he didn't give me a respond, so I wanted to share with you, yea. you treated me so well, you support me, bring me a spirit, you tell me that you'll find a new bottle for me, but I started to show my bad attitude, Err -. who likes to complain and stubborn but you still treated me so well. Sometimes I wonder why you're so good to me, or just at the beginning of our introduction, you're being nice, but when you already know me, know who I'am, perhaps you would be angry with me like other persons who annoyed with my attitude. Did you'll included in the category of people who will hate me in the end? my guess is wrong, even though you are pretty tired treat my bad attitude but you're still beside me. I am touched. Thank you.
Now, I already started to miss you. could you win my heart? Hee but that only possibility.
~
Assalamualaikum, Amar Afnan bin Nizam
Thank you because you want to be my friends.
I want to be your best friends, who listen to what you don't say.
"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow. Don't walk behind me, I may not lead. Just walk beside me and be my friend."
❤
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